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by Liminaut » Tue Sep 30, 2014 11:37 pm
Let me explain why I think Rin's good ending is so painful.
Start with the scenes before that, in "Problems of Self-Referential Logic" and "Raison d'Etre". Hisao and Rin have two nasty arguments, perhaps the most painful scenes in KS. Two people that fundamentally care about each other but can't help but hurt each other with words. The arguments are painful enough that when Rin comes to Hisao's door after the rain, he says "I wish seeing her would evoke some more emotion in me...". Clearly at this point Hisao doesn't have a lot of feelings for her.
So what does Rin do? She's soaking wet, and says she needs help getting out of her clothes because Emi's gone. I don't believe she actually needs help. In general, people without arms take a great deal of pride in not needing help. There are tools and techniques for managing things. In RIn's specific case -- if she needs help getting undressed what was she planning on doing that evening when she was ready for bed? For that matter, how did she get dressed in the morning?
When Hisao starts undressing Rin, she makes the first move of nuzzling up against his hand. Throughout, Rin is the initiator. However, take a good look at RIn's face as Hisao is undressing her. That's not the face of somebody sharing a close moment with a friend. That's the face of a woman in a lot of emotional pain and in deep despair.
So: I think Rin was walking in the rain, desperately lonely, when she realized she needed someone to be with, specifically Hisao. Hisao and Rin had been working towards painful understanding, and he was probably closer to her than anybody else had been in her life. Despite the painful, hurtful arguments the two had had in the previous days. In the previous argument Hisao says he doesn't think that he can be RIn's friend any more, so he needs to be her love. She lies to him to get him to take her clothes off in the hopes of starting a romantic love, which they do.
Machiavellian? No, just a desperate painful loneliness driving Rin into her first adult love.