Hi I just went through the game with no guide or anything just to see where my personality will take me, I start off aiming for Lilly, she seem to be the type I go for but was left disappointed with Emi, partly because it was quite a shock to me when I saw her prosthetic for a first time and to be honest in my deep dark subconscious though considered her abnormal, After I admitted that to my self I feel like a monster, guilty as hell, I though to mind self as a open-minded person who believe that all man (and women) were created equal, after ashamed my self I thought "Maybe I was aiming for Lilly because she look normal of all the girl" and I shamefully admitted that too..n bo. I silently apologize to my self of some sort.
Anyway I thought to my self "Welp this is where my decision lead me, so be it" and push onward. I developed attachment for her let just say... which is odd to me now because I don't tend to go for girl that look like 14 year old, anyway her personality just...swept me way, she was inspiring, energetic, optimistic to the core and I actually start to care for her well being, Spending time with her was great I get use to the prosthetic faster than I expect but I simply don't think about it (even subconsciously) and I love spending time with her.
And then problem arises, I knew it was a bad idea to keep on insisting on helping her but I think to my self "If this happen in real life, this is what I would do!". I genuinely care about her and wanted to help her, yet keep getting frustrated by the minute, then the dinner event happen, once again thinking it was a bad choice but it was the choice I probably would make, didn't end well so to speak...
At that point I kinda know it over, but was occupied with how the main character react very similar to how I would, "we" just deleted her out of "our" life. It take some pondering to my self to reach that conclusion but is probably how I wound react, ignore her, pretend she wasn't there, now I know that just not the way to go at it but that is how I am very likely to react. I feel odd making that connection, then the question pop up, "Why did I care so much about a fiction video game character who don't exist?"... heh I have no god damn clue I care so much, I rarely cry at video game or just the media in general, 3-4 time at best? 5 is pushing it anyhow the bad ending happen, I left with a mixture of emotion that was indescribable until now, resentment, bitter, anger even? perhaps a bit of regret.
Once again thought to my self "It just a game why do it affect me so much?" My romantic life hasn't even started so there is no way I could related to the main character yet the bad ending, it sting, perhaps the first game that effect on this kind of level, I don't know what to say, I heard game like mass effect 3 have that sort of feeling to some people but not me, there was some cool moment in that game but nothing burn in my brain such as this.
She might as well do this to me
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bZkKKulM2iI
Anyway that my first time ( that sound wrong...) hope I didn't across as weird, I try to keep it spoiler free too. what do you guys think? Am thinking about it too much? Taking it too seriously? anyway I just feel the need to get it out there...
I believe Emi was the first one for most of us 
I think most of us here underestimated KS. I, for one, got myself totally immersed in the story, and I felt the need to come here to talk everything about this game, it's more than okay to let it out here. 
