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by Xden » Tue Jul 10, 2012 1:44 pm
I'm not sure if this kind of post is standard, I saw a few others that were similar, so I thought I'd try my hand. If personal posts aren't appreciated I don't mind taking it down. Also, sorry it's kind of long.
I finished my first run with Emi, and though I shed a few tears, I'm not sure I had as much of an immediate emotional impact as others have described. It had huge impacts on me in terms of how I see the world though. I guess I'm just not that outwardly emotional of a person? I am feeling a sort of emotional connection to the character though. In such a way that I'd like to see her again somehow. I 'm not sure I really like this feeling though because I can't do that without going down her other routes. I guess there's good, bad, and neutral for each girl? I have tried using as little guidance as possible as to keep the magic alive. I'm not sure I'll even go for a specific order in what girl I go for, but just kind of choose the options I feel like picking and see where they take me.
Anyway, I feel like I know this girl now, and I got what I presume was the good ending. It made me happy. That's why I'm afraid of going down her other routes. I know I should, as maybe they will alleviate, or dampen, this strong desire to have someone real who could make me happy like Emi made Hisao happy. Of course I want that, but I don't want it intruding into my thoughts all the time. I guess my question is, how long should I wait to play Emi's other routes, and how will I know when my feels have restored themselves to a good point where I can go back in and play the other girl's stories? I'd like to be able to have as much of the impact of the other girl's stories. As close to having them as my first route as possible. I'm not sure I could do that so soon, feeling the way I do after finishing Emi's story.
Thanks guys. You all seem awesome, and this game is just fantastic. I've never felt more intellectually stimulated while still managing to feel so emotionally pleased with myself. Not from any girl I've ever dated, or any other person I've encountered. Usually such mental revelations have me in a state of mild or moderate dysphoria, maybe sometimes worse. Though perhaps after a while, knowing that I won't find something like Hisao and Emi had any time soon will bring me into some mild state of dysphoria. I suspect time will tell.
TL;DR: How long should I wait to play Emi's bad/neutral routes? How will I know when my feels are prepared to jump into the other girl's stories? And how should I deal with these strong feels I've gotten from Emi's good route in a healthy way to get the most out of it? and perhaps the feels I will get from future KS routes.
How have other people reacted to Emi's good route? Am I having a normal reaction?(A state of longing for similar emotional connection with a real person.)
A lot of questions, I know. Feel free to just answer only those you are willing/able, or none of them at all.

"Everyone sees what you appear to be. Few really know what you are." -Machiavelli