Re: Hanako's Broken Heart Club
Posted: Wed Aug 13, 2014 9:51 am
It was actually very literal. This is the last month I will be living in my own place. The place I've been in ever since I was forced out/basically disowned by my parents for being trans. I'm probably too afraid to do anything permanent as you feared from my post. It does enter my mind on occasion. As for therapy, I cant afford it. I literally have two dollars until friday, and this is a common occurance. I also have not been out in well over a month. Ive been in a struggle like this ever since I was forced out. That kind of rejection is difficult. The additional rejection I've received from damn near everyone who was otherwise interested in me doesnt help. I don't think I'm a crappy person. I just think I'm very physically undesirable. And it's too much for everyone ive spoken to.KeiichiO wrote:What exactly do you mean by, 'I won't for long'? I sincerely hope I'm simply misinterpreting the meaning of your words, and you're not planning on doing something stupid.LilyKitsune wrote:Everything I enjoy is always slightly jaded. I do enjoy games, but I dont really have a place anymore. Rather, I won't for long. This month is the last of it. But I dont really have a lot of friends left nearby. One really. He is often busy. I just generally feel that if I were to disappear tomorrow, it would take weeks to find out. Months even if you dont count work. And the thing I held onto that I hoped would help me move forward is being taken. I just feel like I'm still at the point where everyone sees me as a guy.