Hi everybody, I was told this was the right place to do it, so I would really like to share my experience with you, about the game and life in general. This is about my personal story, I hope it won't be too boring and interest some people. After playing this game, all I want is to speak about it, but it's impossible with my friend/family
I’m a 18 years old guy. I’m not disabled, but I’ve always had a lot of small problems, all of them are too small to complain about but combined it’s very annoying to live with : I have genu valgum, asthma, very poor vision and hearing, I’m naturally fat (if I don’t take care about what I drink/eat I become fat really fast), I had to wear braces during 5 years. My self-confidence has always been very low because of this.
While I greatly improved physically and mentally through fitness, good eating habit, and meeting new people (I was exchange student in Thailand), I never realized that I am not the guy I used to be anymore.
Two weeks ago, a cute girl I know asked me out and kissed me. It was my first real kiss with a girl. She told me she had a crush on me. While I didn’t have big feelings for her before, she made me fall in love. For the first time of my life, a girl loved me and I loved her back. I could not even believe it.
I was already wondering how my future with her would be. Every day I was thinking : what should I buy/do to make her happy? I saw her again two times the next week, we could not see each other much because we do not live in the same city.
But after the second time we met, she didn’t answer to my messages anymore. She finally answered, saying she doesn’t love me anymore. I naturally asked “why?”. She simply said I was not an experienced guy (she already had 10 boyfriends before) and she didn’t like it. It made me feel broken. Was it the real reason? I don’t know. After 18 years I thought I finally found love, but it was an illusion.
A few days later, after recovering a bit I was browsing on 9gag and saw this picture :
I had already heard about this game. I thought it was some kind of hentai game in which you have to seduce some cripple girls. This funny post made me want to give it a try.
I can’t describe what I feel about this game. It’s very rare that a game can make me feel something, only a few games managed to : The Bioshock Series, The Walking Dead Game, and that’s about it. I’m playing Emi’s route right now, my first one.
I’m just after the scene where she and Hisao kiss. And this made me feel incredibly bad. This reminded how I wanted to be with my girlfriend, how I dreamed it would be. But at the same time I’m happy, because I discovered a very good game that I didn’t even expect to find. The music, the characters, everything is perfect.
I hope that one day, I will find the true and genuine love I’m looking for.
Thanks to anybody who read this, and thanks to 4leaf for making this game.
- Rin Tohsaka