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by Renkinjutsushi
Sun Mar 25, 2012 3:44 pm
Forum: Public Discussion
Topic: Real Life KS-type Relationships
Replies: 87
Views: 7919

Re: Real Life KS-type Relationships

This one is from a while back but has more of the natural light and attempt at smiling. http://img404.imageshack.us/img404/2158/img0322dn.jpg Shot at 2012-03-23 You're really not bad looking. I'm sure there're plenty of men out there who would be interested in a relationship with you (and not just ...
by Renkinjutsushi
Sun Mar 25, 2012 11:22 am
Forum: Public Discussion
Topic: Real Life KS-type Relationships
Replies: 87
Views: 7919

Re: Real Life KS-type Relationships

This one is from a while back but has more of the natural light and attempt at smiling. http://img404.imageshack.us/img404/2158/img0322dn.jpg Shot at 2012-03-23 Beautiful! Guys, please reward her for showing such bravery. I'm sure a lot of you are shy enough to know how much it takes to make an eff...
by Renkinjutsushi
Fri Mar 23, 2012 1:08 pm
Forum: Public Discussion
Topic: Self realization brought on by KS
Replies: 30
Views: 4356

Re: Self realization brought on by KS

Asperger or not, whatever you have, you are, you do, all I said was a very simple thing: When you feel a little down, or almost crying, you have two choices: A) You say sad things, you think about sadness, you cultivate those negative feeelings like evil plants that will eventually poison your hear...
by Renkinjutsushi
Thu Mar 22, 2012 11:15 pm
Forum: Public Discussion
Topic: Self realization brought on by KS
Replies: 30
Views: 4356

Re: Self realization brought on by KS

I used to be a very sensible young man, I took my feelings seriously, and had this kind of "important sounding" language when talking about deep stuff... ... until the day I realised that the world is cruel with the weak, and that you only waste your time when you pay attention to bullshit. Then I ...
by Renkinjutsushi
Thu Mar 22, 2012 5:59 pm
Forum: Public Discussion
Topic: Real Life KS-type Relationships
Replies: 87
Views: 7919

Re: Real Life KS-type Relationships

I hate my smile. Some people say it is nice, but it is this conniving, half smirk like I had just slipped poison into someone's wine glass. I may share a lot with Hanako, but not her cute smile. Growing up, they tried to force me to smile and I never could. I try to smile in the mirror but it looks...
by Renkinjutsushi
Wed Mar 21, 2012 11:31 pm
Forum: Public Discussion
Topic: Real Life KS-type Relationships
Replies: 87
Views: 7919

Re: Real Life KS-type Relationships

@ Nekken .... Wow. Amazing. I knew I would get some interesting stories out of this thread, but that is really great. I'm glad you are able to have a fulfilling marriage together. I really admire your personal strength to stay with her, regardless of the suffering you feel from her pain (I know all ...
by Renkinjutsushi
Wed Mar 21, 2012 9:28 pm
Forum: Public Discussion
Topic: Real Life KS-type Relationships
Replies: 87
Views: 7919

Re: Real Life KS-type Relationships

Well here is me. Pictures of me are few and far in between. I'll probably delete this right away and regret posting it. I can't really do any pics with me holding a book as hard to angle camera. I know I need rhinnoplasty. I got reminded about that a lot growing up. Hey that took a lot of courage!!...
by Renkinjutsushi
Wed Mar 21, 2012 8:21 pm
Forum: Public Discussion
Topic: Real Life KS-type Relationships
Replies: 87
Views: 7919

Re: Real Life KS-type Relationships

Actually... I can't agree with this statement, but that's fine. Obviously you are allowed to feel however you want about yourself. I find it at least a little sad that you don't like yourself. From the other thread I can easily see that you are very good at making logical arguments and know a lot a...
by Renkinjutsushi
Wed Mar 21, 2012 5:33 pm
Forum: Public Discussion
Topic: Real Life KS-type Relationships
Replies: 87
Views: 7919

Re: Real Life KS-type Relationships

Renkinjutsushi First of all congrats that you are soon be a father,a good one me i add You story with ,S, stands up for me,and i learn that relationship is very serious business. So rapid this think up ,i wish you many luck in future. Thanks, that actually means a lot to me. :mrgreen: It's alternat...
by Renkinjutsushi
Wed Mar 21, 2012 3:25 pm
Forum: Public Discussion
Topic: Real Life KS-type Relationships
Replies: 87
Views: 7919

Re: Real Life KS-type Relationships

What if it's not okay to be who you are? What if you're the type of person that makes the possibility that someday, someone will love you for who you are close to nil? What do you do then? lol Well, either you're trolling, or you are really, truly depressed. I'm not sure why you would think that it...
by Renkinjutsushi
Wed Mar 21, 2012 2:53 pm
Forum: Public Discussion
Topic: Real Life KS-type Relationships
Replies: 87
Views: 7919

Re: Real Life KS-type Relationships

If you need proof, look at all the guys just absolutely baring their souls for Hanako all over this forum. Why is that? Because they so desperately wish they could get to know a girl like that - a shy, bookish girl who constantly looks at the floor and never knows the right thing to say. They feel ...
by Renkinjutsushi
Wed Mar 21, 2012 2:36 pm
Forum: Public Discussion
Topic: Real Life KS-type Relationships
Replies: 87
Views: 7919

Re: Real Life KS-type Relationships

They liked the IDEA of me, not the real me. what's more, none of them were comfortable with silence and none of them could just be content to sit and feel everything around them with someone close to them. After a while they would berate me for just being who I am. I'll admit to being wishy-washy m...
by Renkinjutsushi
Wed Mar 21, 2012 12:56 pm
Forum: Public Discussion
Topic: Real Life KS-type Relationships
Replies: 87
Views: 7919

Re: Real Life KS-type Relationships

You are right about the games and anime interests. I have like 10 consoles including my original nes. Silly as it sounds, I love watching competitive starcraft 2 and playing -before my nice computer broke (I even have a mutalisk necklace). I don't watch as much anime as I used to, but I love learni...
by Renkinjutsushi
Wed Mar 21, 2012 12:35 am
Forum: Public Discussion
Topic: The Rin arc is so frustrating
Replies: 33
Views: 3775

Re: The Rin arc is so frustrating

You know... in most of the other Arcs, I ended up thinking Hisao was rather wise and compasionate for his age. But when he blocked Rin's kiss with his hand I really wanted to smack him upside the head. Hard. How dense can a person be? His anger seemed totally unwarranted and unreasonable. Rin's just...
by Renkinjutsushi
Wed Mar 21, 2012 12:21 am
Forum: Public Discussion
Topic: Self realization brought on by KS
Replies: 30
Views: 4356

Re: Self realization brought on by KS

Do you really feel like you have no emotions? Or just that you have a difficult time expressing them to other people? Really, reading what you have to say, I don't think we're all that different. I'm a very introverted person a lot of the time. I hate big crowded spaces, wasted pointless speech like...