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by Wanderingheartache
Fri Dec 13, 2019 2:10 am
Forum: Public Discussion
Topic: Hanako's Broken Heart Club
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I've been feeling pain since sunday... my dad thought it was my pancreas, I went to the doctor thursday and was told I needed blood work done. I'm supposed to get the results friday... the day of my sister's college graduation and one of the few opening shifts I have this month. (6 am shifts suck) s...
by Wanderingheartache
Sun Mar 31, 2019 5:24 pm
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Topic: Hanako's Broken Heart Club
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I'll keep this brief... I fell ill a couple of weeks ago, had to call in sick to work. When I was finally medically cleared to return to work last week, I learned a coworker of mine had gotten sick around the same time I did and he actually passed away. It has affected me deeply, this guy was like m...
by Wanderingheartache
Mon Jun 25, 2018 6:32 am
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Topic: Hanako's Broken Heart Club
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Two years later... I'm checking in on this board again because I have no one else to talk to offline and I was always given some pretty good advice from the people here. I think I'm doing somewhat better than the last time I was here, but some things are still kind of uncomfortable and I've grown to...
by Wanderingheartache
Mon Apr 18, 2016 7:53 pm
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Topic: Hanako's Broken Heart Club
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Let me give some career advice here. I've been on both sides of hiring a lot, both as an applicant and as a hiring manager. My responses will be very US-centric, so they may not apply to you. Getting a job is difficult. A job search is a full time job. If you're not putting a lot of effort into it,...
by Wanderingheartache
Mon Apr 04, 2016 10:20 am
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Topic: Hanako's Broken Heart Club
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Hello again everyone... I think the last time I was here was August of 2015, the last time I actually had *real* internet access for a while. Life's... well, not really better but it's not much worse for me either. I just thought I'd do a little update with my condition here... I'm not really sure h...
by Wanderingheartache
Sat Aug 08, 2015 9:28 pm
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Topic: Hanako's Broken Heart Club
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(I'll be working backwards this time instead of just deconstructing my last post, the most recent stuff actually came near the end of my last post and I'll be working my way back up to the issues that aren't as recent... but still plague my mind as well as the developments from said issues) I'm hopi...
by Wanderingheartache
Sat May 02, 2015 9:43 pm
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Topic: Hanako's Broken Heart Club
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It seems like I check in here every year just about... and every time I come here I feel like I say "I wish I could have been here on better terms", well this time's no different and I am gonna have to quote myself to show the changes that have come about since the last time I was here. Hello everyo...
by Wanderingheartache
Fri Mar 07, 2014 8:30 am
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Topic: Hanako's Broken Heart Club
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Hello everyone, you all probably have not seen me in about a year or so... I've been having computer troubles and naturally posting or even commenting on stories in this thread is quite a chore on a smartphone. Things haven't really improved for me... but I'm not here to whine about that, I won't br...
by Wanderingheartache
Tue Aug 06, 2013 3:19 pm
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Topic: Hanako's Broken Heart Club
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True, you won't find a clone. Fun fact: Statistically speaking, there are six people identical to you living right now. And I sugarcoat nothing. :lol: The way I see it, if a relationship only survives by sugarcoating, it's not worth preservation. (And for preservation purposes, shouldn't it be salt...
by Wanderingheartache
Sat Aug 03, 2013 6:20 pm
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Topic: Hanako's Broken Heart Club
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fine, I'll follow your logic... I won't be able to find a "clone" then. (though in reality, replacement parts are exactly that in every device that is mass produced... humanity is not mass produced as there are vast differences and small similarities as opposed to the hypothetical opposite in spare ...
by Wanderingheartache
Fri Aug 02, 2013 4:49 pm
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Topic: Hanako's Broken Heart Club
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Wazuzu, at this point "consuming myself" would be a hell of a lot better than letting this world consume me... at least then my empty shell would continue wandering forward and eventually find that mismatched piece to eventually "fix" myself. I know better that a temporary can never replace the genu...
by Wanderingheartache
Fri Aug 02, 2013 2:21 am
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Topic: Hanako's Broken Heart Club
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It isn't finding a complete fit, sure it can be the same shape or size... but it's not exact and trying to delude myself into believing it's a true replacement is foolish. I'd have to make some sort of modification to the piece or the puzzle... neither of which should be possible. The former would r...
by Wanderingheartache
Thu Aug 01, 2013 9:35 pm
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Topic: Hanako's Broken Heart Club
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I do still plan on taking the huge gamble... but at the moment I am currently unemployed and penniless, I live with my parents until I can get back on my feet. She was okay with everything and supported me... And I stand by what I said, it isn't as simple as that... I am not the kind of person who c...
by Wanderingheartache
Thu Aug 01, 2013 5:12 pm
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Topic: Hanako's Broken Heart Club
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Wazuzu, that's the thing... we were working really well but the distance was going to be difficult. I feel it would have still worked out in the end if we had stayed together... every shot at happiness comes with sacrifices, I've known for a while that everything I had done was blind leaps of faith ...
by Wanderingheartache
Thu Aug 01, 2013 6:37 am
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Topic: Hanako's Broken Heart Club
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if only it were as simple as merely "moving on and finding another"...


Anyway, I'm trying not to be hung up about it. She's a good person... if we cross paths again I know that I have a really good friend in her.